Went to Iliad meeting today. I don't remember if I mentioned it in a previous entry, but I'm reading The Iliad for a sort of book club thing. I'm half way through the book and I feel very accomplished about reading so much of it. I don't enjoy reading the book, because it's monotonous. But when we discuss it and I see how the story is coming together. So I'm going to keep plodding through it, besides I think Achilles is going to be more interesting in the next section.

At tennis this morning, I realized that I'm fed up with not being good enough. I keep trying to do well, yet I always seem to make stupid mistakes. I did make some great shots today, but there were some horrendous moments like when I went in for a volley and swung at air. That was not only pathetic but also embarrassing.

I've watched the fist two episodes of Cowboy Bebop. I love the music and the animation. I'm not sure if I like the storyline yet, since I've only seen two. People kept telling me I'd like this series. I hope I do.

Jeeze, I'm really just updating for the sake of updating. I deserted this place for a few days, because I just didn't feel like writing anything. I'm sorry dear. I'm just not very inspired today, I guess.

Summer is going so fast. I just know I'm going to wake up and suddenly all of summer will have gone by and it will be school again. Tonight I'm going to go to bed early-ish so I'll sleep in but also wake up earlier too.

I feel so boring. I was talking to Tony earlier online and I was so blah and uninteresting.

Why do I always have to feel like I need to be interesting? Sometimes I want to be boring. I want to sit and have other people entertain me. Maybe if I shut up long enough, they'd surprise me by starting a coversation.

Time to beat the expert level on Minsweeper. Wish me much luck.