I hate that feeling where I really want to scream, but I can't because I'm not in an empty field all alone. Today was Emily's birthday so Emily, Emy, Jessie, Laura, and I went bowling andto ice cream to celebrate. It was great fun, although I got really tired half way through. I don't know what's wrong with me.I really hope I'm ok for camp next week.
I find it strange how someone who used to be so close to me can, only a short time later, be so incredibly distant.
I've realized Im very unfair to you, Diary. I'm often extremely cryptic in my entries. Mainly because sometimes, not including every single detail, but only the way I'm feeling, makes me feel a lot better. Instead of typing "I ate ice cream" for example, I say "I love the way ice cream tastes when I haven't eaten it in a while". You just have to deduce for yourself that I ate ice cream today. Sorry for being so damn complicated.
My hair looked nice today. One of those small pleasures in life that makes me smile.