Tennis went well too, even though I was really tired but hyped up on sugar at the same time. Quite a strange sensation really.

There was welcome back BBQ for all of band. That was so much fun. I got to see so many people that will be going to college soon. Even Chris showed up, which was cool. I loved talking to everyone and feeling so accepted. I’m going to miss everyone so much. Some of them will be at band camp tomorrow, so that makes me feel a bit better.

Tomorrow I have band camp again, then tennis, and that evening Chris and I are going to have tea. He’s still feeling sick. It’s worrisome.

Everyday I spend time with my good friends I’m struck by how many wonderful people I know. I feel so comfortable with them. I’m talking to Garrett right now about friends. Apparently his friends in this town aren’t all that great. I feel sorta bad about him. He’s a nice guy, but I haven’t been very fair to him. In the past he has annoyed me so much that I’ve just wanted him to move away. I think I’m becoming much more mature about life. I see the good in people a lot more. It’s hard not to be selfish. If someone annoys me I sometimes don’t stop to think how they must be feeling. I’ve probably been very hurtful to people in the past without even realizing it. That makes me feel really low.

I'm no angel, but does that mean I can't live my life?