So today was pretty eventful. My toe is a normal size now. The procedure was so quick and I didn't realize the doctor had done it. I'm weird, so I thought all the blood coming out of it was cool. There was a lot of blood inside that thing. Yuck.

School was fine, I suppose. My foot hurt really badly. All my classes are going well. Although Psych. is boring me and jazz band is getting too personal. Decisions should be made for the good of the group, not for the good of the teacher's ego.

Chris and I went out to Panama again. He got his results back from his tests... He has a chronic illness that affects his colon. I don't exactly remember what it was. Anyway, I'm still worried about him, but at least he knows what's going on now and he doesn't have cancer, though his chances of getting it are greatly increased. Anyway, we had a good time sitting for four hours outside Panama talking. Corey, Eric, and Jordan (I don't really know him at all) wandered by and talked for about an hour. Well....Corey talked a lot, which was cool, because I rarely have conversations with him. He's a pretty cool guy, though slightly strange. Of course, I'm slightly strange and most people are too.

So Chris and I hung out for ages down at Panama which was really nice and peaceful. It's nice to have someone just to talk to like that. I mean, I have long conversations with people online, but not usually in person. And he always has good advice. I really value our friendship. I hope he copes with this disease well and that he remains mainly healthy. And that he doesn't get cancer. Please, send him good thoughts and well wishes. Positive thinking and optimism are always beneficial.

I really hope I get to see Garden State tomorrow. It looks amazingly good. Hopefully I can get a group together to see it. I was going to call people this afternoon, but phones were unanswered and busy. So I gave up in the end.

I love that feeling of being perfectly at peace with myself and feeling completely safe. I rarely feel that way. Sitting, looking up at the stop sign against the sky; I felt so much better about myself.